Hello to my favorite band ever, aka The Yellow Monkey. Your song ‘Jam’ brought me to you in tears, i was in a similar position to jam’s lyrics at that time LIKE the SAME same, back then i didnt know that a heartbreak would bloom into something better, its been a year since and ive been better because of you always being by my side. I still remember listening to foxy blue love and subjective late show in a live that they did in 1992 while feeling sad because i felt alone, and just like that i felt better again.. really.. every smiles, every cries, every tries, and every goodbyes, everything had yemon in them.. and just like what i said, when no one was there for me id play their live video which casted a smile on my face, it gave me courage and comfort for whatever reason. I wouldnt say that me and the vocalist are the same, but through his autobiography, i could say that we may be living similar lives, or atleast with the one thats told in his autobiography which makes me more comforted knowing that really i could become someone way better. I hope one day i could be someones sunshine and someones daylight on a rough day like yemon.. p.s i love the way that they sound WAAAYY better on lives than studio recording, which is just another reason why i love them a lot.

Yours truly, Lin.
Dearest, andymori. A band that ive taken to a liking, maybe i dont know much about their bandmates and their whole story, but what i know is that their songs has been the one to pierce in my ears every single day alongside yemon. Its almost been a year with them, december being the month that i found out about them, their song “i want to be a superman” or rather known as superman ni naritai and sugoi hayasa would be the song that made me interested in them. At first i thought they were a boring, or bland band not knowing that my ear would bleed, to their songs ofcourse (and in a good way). I cant say much about their members, but i know that it was hard to go this far although they did disband in 2014 shortly after their vocalist sustained injuries back in july of 2013, the reason was never disclosed but all i could say is i'm grateful that hes still doing what he likes best and is doing great afaik now, i hope he could make people like me keep smiling to his voice.

Lots of love, Lin.
Dear, konami. I’d like to thank you for making tokimeki memorial girls side, its pretty weird thanking a company for making an otome game but.. It is what it is i suppose..? Um.. yeah, thank you for making tokimemo, thanks for making four of them lol. I first knew tokimemo from a pinterest post of its first game aka tmgs1’s cd, i wasnt aware that tokimemo was an otome game at that time (i honestly thought that it was a cd by a band or soloist.) and when i knew that tokimemo was an otome game i was pretty sad because i wasnt really fond of otome games at the time. Then on a random afternoon, i decided to play the first season to get my mind off of things, and i surprisingly enjoyed it. I played it for about ten hours before i stopped and went to bed.. ^_^ that was the longest time ive played tmgs1.. on other days i’d play it for six hours, i got Reiichi’s ending, i planned to get morimura and kijyo’s ending but i never did because i shifted my focus to tmgs2 where the gameplay is a bit better, because the guys rarely get jealous (lol). I got wakaouji’s ending after playing for seven hours when i tried to chase for taku, so, i tried again but got itaru to like me when i was trying to chase for taku… how fun…. But now, im currently trying to get tamao’s ending in tmgs3 with no luck because THE DATA GOT CORRUPTED. Im lowkey glad that i havent gone far with him but it still hurts my itty bitty tiny heart (weeps), at first i wanted to get kou’s ending because he looks mighty fine, but to be honest his fave style for girls to wear is far from what i like (even in games i love to wear cute clothes) PLUS his parameters are too high, i gave up after a day of trying to chase him….. (might try again tho) Tokimemo has been my happiness for this past two-ish months, although i might not play it much (like every single day) i think about the charas a lot, and everytime i play it i might get too focused on it.. Eheh.. its pretty lame talking about an otome game but its fun to a hopeless romantic girlie like me

Best regards, Lin.
Dear, idolish7 or.. Ainana. The time I met them was through their game, i was getting scolded by my grandma but I was stubborn. Instead I downloaded idolish7 just to hate it before i watched the anime because of Nagis’ silliness. Its been two years since, and ive never felt this bittersweet in a long time, a side of me feels happy that i can be interested in a thing for more than six months and another side of me feels sad because i just do (lol) im thankful to myself that i watched their anime when i was lazy to watch any, and im thankful for bandai for well.. Making idolish7 and making an anime adaptation of it in 2018. In the middle of this obsession, when no one was here to cheer me up id listen to restart pointer and pretend all seven of them are actually here. Ive never thought that id cry to an anime song before all of that happened, i guess im glad that it got released that way. It feels so cringe remembering those lol, anyways.. I maybe should watch the third beat (because i havent…) (i was trying to save it because i dont want it to end) i hope they’ll get a fourth beat one day! And i hope i’ll meet more ainana fans, although its VERY popular i cant seem to find anyone.. Well then.. I hope idolish7 will never end

Love heaps, Lin