momoiro

Hi pak, its been a while since ive seen you, let alone heard anything from you. I didnt cry when you went away, but im crying now after days of not being able to, ive never really realized that id write a letter that you wont be able to read, what can i say.. I miss you, i do. Im sorry for being this.. Low? I dont know if thats the right word, my mum always told me that you had different ideations in life, i never knew what she meant and im too scared to ask to be honest. But if it aligns to what im thinking of right now, although i dont really have much for you to be proud but, hey, atleast im happy like this right? The last memory of you that i have is of you carrying me to a car i dont know who’s car, but a car after we searched for a book that i wanted, it was a Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon book, i dont remember which volume it was but, you promised me that you’d get it for me and it never happened. I wish I relished our time together more, and i hope i could make you as happy as i was with you in the near future.

Love, 'Lin'.

Hi ma, it’s like so weird to write a letter like this, inside— I want to send you this but I know that I won’t. As you know, I do love you (obviously). I haven’t said that in years, but just so you can hear it firsthand. There were days where I’ve been stubborn and you got mad, but everything seemed to get better from time to time. And on top of it, we’ve been closer recently because you started to become more open to me, and I too. I’m glad that things took a sweet turn. I don’t know what else to say, but i hope you keep being the greatest mum in the whole wide world.

Love, 'Lin'.

Hi pa, ive never really shown my emotions to you i think.. We never really say ‘i love you’ to eachother for whatever reason, but I love you though, like fr love you. I was like shocked when you said ‘i love you' to me while we were on a phone call, recently our relationship has been better? I think? Everythings still a tad bit awkward but ive been able to joke around you more, i think.. And im glad. You once said that youll always love me because im your kid, and i hope thats true. Thank you being the best dad ever and being patient to both me and my brother, i can hear you snoring outside, whyre you even in the livingroom..

Love, 'Lin'.

Hi to my little brother, though you make me and mum.. also dads blood boil, all of us love you aha lawl. Idkwhy you want to do everying over the top academically eventhough mum and dad literally doesNOTcare... i dontknow why youre even scared its okay PLUS YOURE SEVEN. i was like terribly [redacted] at that time lil guy.. but well anyways thats beside the point.. you dont need to be so defensive when youre wrong, you dont need to learn 3rd grade stuff when youre in 1st grade STOP :sob: but whatever :heart: i hope you'll grow up to ralize that youre [redacted] when youre still little (even though its not bad) and NOT keeping up that defensive and 'gak mau ngalah' personality plesa UGH ily whatever

Love, 'Lin'.